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First full day back - my first day with Baby and without having meals cooked for me, also not much food in the house as we had been away for 3 months. trying to do feeeds and sleep and get something for myself to eat (no gas for cooking either, no bread, no milk).

Soeun went out to get food, during this time a man came to the door and rang the doorbell many times then started banging on the gate. I was trying to get to the door asap....turns out our water bill wasn't paid and they were about to cut the water off. An unpleasant interruption , one of many , all day lost track of feeding baby, not sure i ever fed him properly and i don't think he slept, just cried all the time. Felt like i was answering the door allday.

The landlords also came to collect rent, and it turns out have a chat aobut selling the house, which is always cause for anxiety.  Another man rang the door bell continuously later in the day, why didn't he just press it once? I think he is one of the people who want to walk thru our house to look at it- i found this a bit sressful before we had a baby, so first day baby with baby it was too much!

And the internet didn't work- we rang the company, they came to have a look, said they would send someone the next day.

And then my sister in law came to stay the night.

Today was similarly frustrating and messy feeling- Soeun went to the bank to set up bill paying on his phone again so he could pay the water before it got cut off- but still couldn't pay. Had to ride to water office- traffic bad cos of election soon. he was hoping to go to a friends event in the morning but by the time he finished it was 1pm and almsot time for the internet ppl to come so he came home. And waited for the internet ppl to come.....they came at almost 5pm.

Meanwhile Baby was crying all day- getting used to the heat and the sounds of motos, we live on a quiet street, but when neighbours start their motos, or arrive home it startles him.

And i do have some food now, and cooking gas, but found it was hard to cook with a crying baby! Thankfully I have some bread so i had that for lunch.

Soeun and i both have headaches today, maybe cos no coffee this morning.