40 plus weeks.....

After a few nights that were really hard due to flu y toddler ; keeping in mind soeun already sickish i was dreading the arrival of baby. Felt like we didnt even have enough energy for what we were doing already. So it felt a bit too much that i was over 40 weeks and really hoping soeun could be with me during labour. His chronic dizzy monster seems to appear when we are in aus and movement and noise make it worse. We almost didnt come to aus for the birth because of it.
Also the weather and our accomodation is just so different to last time, and last time was such a great experience so i wasnt sure what it would be like this time. Such as how i cope during labour in cold weather and with the different bsthroom set up here. First 12 hours last time i was walking around outside and in and out of our bathroom. That wouldnt work here.